Sunday, July 4, 2010

The Funk Is Back

 7 months ago I moved away from Austin to live with my mom which has been going well but I think I became more Conservative.  But lately since I returned to Austin for the summer I am getting my edge back slowly.  I've been hanging out with some of my crazy friends which as we all no, crazy is contagious.  Well tonight was the firework show at the local park and I met up with my friends Cursing Communist Chloeson, Lisa, Devan, Sunshine Smoker, and Freedom.  We weren't partying hard but Freedom and I did have a little miniature fist fight.  What is so addictive about UFC fighting?  I just think its stress relieving to wrestle and fight.  Maybe I just have anger issues or maybe I'm just weird.

The other day I bought myself a pair of TOMS shoes.  I've got to say I'm impressed.  They are super comfy not to mention all the groovy designs.  I got the gray kind and they go with everything.  I feel very hippie like with them on.  I'm probably just as much as a hippie with them on as I am with them off.  You can ask my friends.  I yell at them if they don't recycle, which is a lot.  I don't know how they live with me.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Answer I Needed

On the car ride home I talked with my mother about what had happened.  It didn't occur to me that she was the closest friend my father had and knew about as much as he did.  She started telling me about how my father had a terrible relationship with his stepmother ( the long lost aunts' mother).  Nobody else knew because they were either dead and also they lived far away from family I talked to.  What happened was my grandfather couldn't take how miserable my dads life was in that family because of the stepmother, that he just packed up and left.  He fought for my dad's sisters in court for a long time. He fought so hard that he spent all his money and went bankrupt.  So he gave up.   By this time the mother had died of breast cancer and their aunt was taking care of them.  The aunt hates my grandfather with a deep passion so he thought they would be brainwashed into hating him.  This I can agree was not bright on his part to not try to stay in their life but every man has his reasons.